Where's Solace When You Need It?

I've been planning to get out of this fucking dungeon and be with someone who promised me to take me away from all of this shit, knowing that he's doing a huge, as in HUGE favor for me. But unexpectedly, he was having an emergency gig somewhere in manila. I offered a deal that I'll go with him, but to no avail.


I was thrilled to know that they were game to go with me on a bar somewhere in Makati. But as I said awhile ago, they WERE thrilled. Now I'm all alone again on this filthy dungeon, feeling like Juno betrayed by her bestfriend.


I'm still thinking on how to deal with this "loneliness"... sayang naman get-up ko.


Last month and this week was the most devastating thing that ever occurred to me, leaving my ego and my "artist's pride" stepped on by some emo vamps. They've sucked all of my positivity, leaving me nothing but a penny of melancholy and self-pity.


I need to get outta here, I need to get back to earth. I don't deserve this kind of treatment. T.T