Welcome to the Jungle

So now I'm here in an internet shop along Sucat road trying to amuse myself with some pages and links from the web while listening to some music that i'm dying to hear for a long time while chatting with my former college classmate... wow, multi-tasking, hehehe.

it's been two weeks since i started my training at PeopleSupport, and boy it was a whole new world for me.

it was all good at first. met new colleagues and friends, met really nice trainers, bumped in to some cute HRs, guys and guys at heart (ehehehe), unfolded new stories and new places that i thought that i would never go. of course work is not all about fun, and believe me i'm really struggling to cope with this kind of job.

i know i can deal with this kind of job. just take a call, talk to the client, do the 1-2-3 approach, assist them, and bam! that's it! then breathe, then do it all over again... but there's something in me that makes me feel so... sad.

maybe i miss my friends, or i miss home (well, not really), or exhausted from graveyard shift... i don't know. i really can't find the right words to express how i feel. yeah, my new friends are great and all. but at the end of the day when i hit the sack, sadness crawls in the realms of my apartment.

i remembered a scene from the movie Almost Famous, were the sister's protagonist gave all of her collection of rock records to him, then there was this piece of paper attached from The Who's record saying,"Listen to the sparks w/ a burning candle and you will see your future,"... or something like that.



I'm listening to it right now, and i am envisioning my future.



we'll be having our exams this coming monday. passing rate is 90%, and i'm darn scared shitless.

I really want to blog everything that has happened to me this past 2 weeks, even what happened to me before those two weeks. but i gotta go, i've been on the tube for 3 hours now, and i'm on a really tight budget. maybe next time :)

hopefully i'll get my first paycheck this week. i badly need money, hay...


see ya soon then....

"It's all happening."   ^_^